In this particular session, Antonie jumped to 3 different lives of which one was not even her own. She was first taken to two very different and contrasting past lives – in the first life she was a young soldier exposed to the horrors of war and in the second she was a wealthy farm owner living an abundant life. In the third life she was then taken to revisit an episode of her own father’s childhood to understand her ancestral karma. I would like to take this opportunity to thank Antonie once again for agreeing to share her very personal experience here 🙏
“I contacted Melanie for a QHHT session because I felt stuck in my mental analytical mind and wanted access to another level, to my heart, to intuition, and also to get unstuck and bring more flow into my life. In our first session, I couldn’t reach the Source and was sad and frustrated because I knew that it was because of my strong analytical mind. Nonetheless, I experienced a magical deep insight into my childhood that I totally ignored till this experience, which was beautiful. Melanie took so much time in our discussion, exploring all sides of my questions and also brought an outside look on the events that shaped my life, which helped me gain more insight into them as well. During our second session, I was able to reach the Source, and it was funny, kind, serene, and very peaceful. It was like already knowing all these things without any doubt. It was liberating and reassuring at the same time. I chose Melanie out of my gut feeling, and I was delighted to meet her. Her energy is very smooth and kind, bringing peace and calmness. Her understanding and insights are highly precious and comforting. Her devotion is palpable. Thank you for these sessions!” – Antonie
M: What is the very first thing you see below you or the first impressions you have when you come down to the surface?
A: War.
M: War? What do you see around you, what’s going on?
A: The street and the soldiers in their uniforms, the lights, as if there was a war going on. They’re not at ease, they’re in a hurry.
M: Everything can come back, you’re perfectly safe.
A: It was, it was the soldiers who, who tried to shoot the people, the people who lived in… who lived there.
M: What did the place look like?
A: More like a… more like a big village. But the soldiers who… I don’t know… it looks like… it looks like the 19th century or early 20th century, they had these big pieces of fabric, these big pieces of fabric across their chest, big hats. Soldiers who had big pistols with things at the end.
M: Try looking at your feet now and tell me, what do they look like?
A: Big boots, yes, big boots. I think I’m one of those soldiers. Ah, my body is vibrating. I think I’m one of those soldiers. I’m quite young, 25, yes, healthy. I think there’s fear inside. At the same time, it doesn’t feel right. He’s going to bring violence, but he doesn’t want to.
M: Do you still carry anything with you?
A: I’ve got this big gun in my hand.
M: And do you know how to use it?
A: I think it’s more for defence. I think it’s there to bring order to the people. But at the same time, he doesn’t want to hurt them, but he’s in the army, so he has to obey.
M: He has to obey the orders of his superiors. Now I’d like you to go to the place where you sleep while you’re there. Try to describe it to me.
A: It’s a sort of dormitory but… it’s on the… on the hay for the horses. It’s full of soldiers. My body’s all tense, my muscles are tense.
M: Very good, the memories are coming back. I’d like Antonie’s body to be relieved a little so that she can experience her memories again. Now imagine having a meal there. What are you eating? What is there to eat during the war?
A: It’s a kind of thick soup. There are potatoes, rice, a bit of everything. It’s disgusting. It’s not really nourishing, it’s just for the notion of having eaten something.
M: So it doesn’t give you much energy?
A: I think there are a lot of illnesses around. I’m shivering, I’m cold again. It’s cold. It’s dirty, there’s not much hygiene.
M: What do you do as a soldier most of the time?
A: I’m a soldier, I’m sent there to oppress people and deprive them of their freedom, to keep them busy.
M: If I ask you to give me a name for this place, what word comes to mind?
A: I think it’s somewhere in the Czech Republic but… but I can see the place… The Sudetenland, the north, where my grandmother comes from.
M: Very good. Now I’d like us to leave this scene and move on to another important day. What’s happening now?
A: A family, in the countryside. They’ve got some sort of farm.
M: Can you describe this farm to me? Is it big, small?
A: Yes, I think it’s quite big.
M: Do they have lots of animals?
A: Cows, horses and other small animals like rabbits, chickens and geese. That’s good.
M: And it’s a big family that looks after the animals?
A: I’d say there are also servants who help them.
M: Look at your feet again. What can you see now?
A: The feet, I can’t really see the feet. I can see the ground. I see hay all over the ground. There’s the earth.
M: If you try to see your body again, can you describe it to me?
A: First impression, a woman with a large chest, a bit corpulent, I’d say, but not too corpulent. A mother, a grandmother.
M: She’s a mother and a grandmother?
A: Yes, I think she embodies human wisdom, an important position in the family, she has the final say.
M: So it’s a bit like she’s the head of the family, if I understand correctly?
A: Yes.
M: And what do you do there? What’s your role there?
A: I think I manage… I manage the people who work. I work… I’m the owner of this farm.
M: And what do you do most of the time?
A: I delegate work. I make sure everything is done properly.
M: And do you enjoy what you do?
A: I know it’s important. I know it feeds the family and the people who work for us.
M: Very good. So now I’d like us to leave this scene once again and move on to another important day. What’s happening now?
A: I see my father in bed, seriously ill, in my grandmother’s house. He’s suffering, he’s a little boy, he’s crying. He’s scared and in a lot of pain.
M: What’s making him suffer so much?
A: Something happened to him, I think he fell into the lake in winter. The ice broke and he fell into the water. He’s cold, he’s shivering and he’s in a lot of pain. It’s very painful.
M: Is anyone looking after him?
A: His grandmother, who’s sitting up in bed. It’s not a bed. I don’t know what it is. It’s some sort of bed.
M: What happens next?
A: It was just to see her suffering, how she gave herself over to suffering, my grandmother, his mother. She’s in a corner, crying, she can’t do anything. She’s afraid for her child. There’s nothing she can do. She has no control.
M: She tries to do what she can to help him, but she can’t help him?
A: My great-grandmother is sitting on the side of the bed helping him. My grandmother is standing in the corner and she is just watching as if paralysed by the scene, what’s happening by my father’s screams. This boy, both of them are really… When both of them were paralysed by fear, suffering, both of them in another way, they couldn’t change, they simply gave in in the face of what happened.
M: From the suffering?
A: Yes.
M: Is there still something to visit or to understand in this scene?
A: We’ve seen everything.
M: Wonderful. We’re now going to leave this scene again. Could I speak to Antonie’s Higher Self?
A: Yes.
M: We could have visited many different lives today. Why did you show her the life of the soldier?
A: To show the suffering of the ancestors, the roots.
M: And how is this connected to Antonie’s life today?
A: To understand the beginning of suffering. Losing control, obeying suffering. The beginning of this suffering that overtakes her. Embodying this suffering in the body. Looking at this suffering in her body that has been traced by generations and generations. It was in her cells.
M: Is there still something of the incarnation of her ancestors in her cells today that we could help her to let go of?
A: The body is very heavy. The first answer is no, the second is I don’t know, the body is very heavy.
M: Let the body do its work because it needs to evacuate its memories, so let’s let it do that and I’ll ask Antonie’s guides if it’s ever too much for her body to soften the sensations in her body so that we can do the work. Thank you. The second life we were shown today was that of a woman who owned a farm where there seemed to be lots of animals. It seemed to be a rich life.
A: Yes, it was abundance, it was power, strength – to be in charge, to look after others, to decide to be in charge, to welcome the abundance necessary for her, necessary for all the others who have this capacity to give work to others, to feed others.
M: Wonderful, thank you. Could we say that Antonie could take strength from this incarnation where she’s already had all this strength?
A: She already has it, she’s unconscious of it.
M: Because Antonie would like to create more abundance in her life now. That was exactly one of her questions.
A: She has the ability.
M: How can she develop this ability even further? Because Antonie still seems to have doubts about it.
A: Yes, she has doubts.
M: If she ever has doubts, what can remind her?
A: Developing her self-confidence, taking her place, walking straighter, straightening her body, breathing, following her first intuition. But afterwards she often sees herself as inferior to other people, she believes a lot, she’s a bit naive, she believes that others have more truth or more experience than she does. Every time she listens to her intuition she will gain confidence, she will speak up, she will take her place and she must see herself as equal to all the others she listens to. She also has her experiences, she also has this wisdom, she also has this strength and decision-making capacity.
M: Can we anchor and activate it completely in her body now?
A: Yes, she needs help, because she has very little faith in herself.
M: Can we help her today to anchor all this confidence in her body, that she has access to, that she no longer needs to doubt herself?
A: Yes.
M: The questions Antonie had prepared for today were also about her intuition and extrasensory abilities. What can we say to Antonie today about how her intuition works in her, that she sees this and is learning to trust her intuition more?
A: Learning to open her heart, leaning into her breathing more often. Awareness. Every time she opens her heart, to start again when there’s more, as if her breathing is deepening.
M: I’ve just seen her body make exactly this movement. Is that it?
A: Yes, that’s it.
M: I’m going to remind Antonie of this after the session. Can we get her body to do it automatically if her head is in the way?
A: Yes.
M: Thank you. Antonie was also able to visit her father’s suffering as a boy in this life. Why did you show her this scene?
A: That he took with his mother, that he had already taken enough suffering for all his ancestors, so that the next generation would suffer a little less. It wasn’t entirely the case yet, but he took on most of the suffering.
M: So the father has already done a lot of work on the ancestral line?
A: Yes, yes.
M: Does Antonie still have some work to do?
A: She’s done 80% of the work.
M: What still needs to be done?
A: Self-esteem, embodying self-esteem, letting go. I’ve got a pair of scissors that want to cut the last one. I see the scissors. I see vertical ropes.
M: Are you ready to cut that rope?
A: There are several, there are seven. I think I’m ready to cut them.
M: Can we have an explanation of what happens when these ropes are cut?
A: The burden. The burden will fall. There are still influences from outside, from the present life, an attachment.
M: But I’ve heard that the Higher Self can do all that. Could we help Antonie today to cut this link completely? Or is there still a reason for her to keep it with her?
A: She still has too many residues to let go of her old life. She hasn’t understood it yet. It was just a temporary experience she had to go through. That life didn’t belong to her either. It wasn’t her destiny.
M: To avoid this kind of confusion in the future, what is Antonie’s destiny? So that she can completely focus on that now.
A: Her true place is not here, it’s somewhere else.
M: Where is her true place?
A: Forbidden to say.
M: But I imagine that Antonie is here to do a job. There is a reason why she is incarnated as Antonie in this life. What is her purpose in this life?
A: To awaken consciousness.
M: To awaken consciousness itself?
A: No, the people here on earth. To help people awaken their consciousness.
M: Is there a precise or concrete way in which Antonie can do this?
A: Partly what she’s already doing with the coaching.
M: Because she’s had two job offers to move to a new place.
A: Yes, that’s the beginning
M: It’s the beginning. Can we share more with her on this?
A: First of all, she needs to embrace the experiences and confidence of speaking to the wider public, and she needs to continue to deepen her ability to perceive messages, to receive messages, and to connect with love.
M: That’s precisely one of Antonie’s deepest desires, and one that she would very much like to develop further.
A: She has to seek help from people who have this ability, who could help her. We’re going to keep sending her people and she needs to show up to herself regularly, to stop hiding in her cave out of fear. She has to take the time to isolate herself. That’s why there’s isolation. She needs to connect with us and use this time. She also has to stop listening to all her programmes and listen to us and ask the question, pay attention, connect to developing this in silence, in absolute silence.
M: Is there a technique we can give her today to help her train during this isolation phase? How can she connect with you, with her whole team? Because I know she knows how to do it. She knows it too, but it’s fear or doubt that sometimes blocks her. How can she connect 100% all the time?
A: She needs a place where she’ll be in absolute silence, as undistracted as possible. Everything she needs is here, and we’ll bring her all the opportunities she needs to develop along the way.
M: Is there any final message? Is there anything we’ve perhaps forgotten to ask today that’s important for Antonie to know now?
A: She doesn’t have to go back to her old life, running from one task to the next. Now she has to start taking her time consciously, she’s going to switch off everything, she’s going to sit down, she’s going to connect with us, she’s going to pick up the answers. All the answers are already there. She doesn’t need to look for them, they’ll come to her.
M: She’ll be very happy to hear that. So if I understand correctly, it’s really about trusting her whole team, connecting with her spiritual guides, and everything will come to her.
A: Yes, that’s already the case, but she can do it even more consciously. You have to let go and let it happen. The more she tries, when she’s used to it, to get all this from her strength, from her intellect, the more she’ll be in her old modus operandi and the more it’ll put it off and come later.
M: So that’s really what we were talking about earlier, getting out of the head completely and into the heart.
A: Yes.
M: Thank you very much for this last beautiful message and for all the guidance we’ve received for Antonie today.
Much love 💙🙏💫
Melanie
Gratitude to Freepik for the picture🙏
